Appreciations

Take a break for a short quiescent
Under a bright day or a dark night
To see the white-cottony clouds or the shining stars
To feel the air breezing through the skin
For a sensation of natural touch
As a moment of life appreciation
Still living in the world of no harm
For a lovely life of somebody's arm.

I am neither wealthy nor deprived
Just in the mid to stay calm despite normal trial
Visioning to step further in contentment
With the blessed efforts for a better life
With appreciations of current life
With prays for future life
This is an appreciation of the God’s creations
Thank you Allah
For all the greatness in the world
I accepted everything for knowing it's a destiny
I thanked everything for knowing it's the best of everything
Alhamdulillah...

The voice of the victim

Hi...
I am a small innocent kid
Who owned by the almighty God
For my parents who live to love me
To raise and to see me grow
Well apparently I have long more years to go
To see the beautiful world
To befriend the kind people
And to grab my dreams; a good kid, a good parent, and... a professor!

Then...
Since you came to kill me
I didn’t know what your intention was at first
But I know who you are
I know how you looked like
I know how uncouth you are
I know how lie you are
It’s only that I didn’t have more time left
To tell my parents who you are
How I was to be the victim
How I was killed...

Hey...
I can see you now from my beautiful room in the heaven
With my new friends, but not with my parents
The people on the earth are searching for you
Fighting the rights of my murdered case
They are miserable and yet never stopped to discover you
It’s just that they haven’t got you
But hey...
The almighty God is watching you
Knows what are you doing and thinking
And later you’ll be sentenced
Worthy for the harshest punishment

For my parents and all who loves me
I love you so much!
Thank you for the prays and gifts of al-Fatihah
The real world is here
I love my world in the heaven now
And will never miss to miss my loved ones...

The Tears~

Oh God, the receptors activate again!
Look, the lacrimal gland stimulates tears!
And now the tears film cannot resist the psychic liquid anymore!
It drops down the cheek with a reddening face and a sobbing sound.
And more often than not, convoy with a convulsive breath that hits the surround.

Oh tears, be it a good lacrimation for a couple of good eyes,
I wonder why it is always for the sake of strong emotional stress,
Triggered by a dramatic episode that puts me under a severe strain,
Cutting me off from the outside world which left only the inside pain.
Come on, I need a brake of such a good emotional paint.

But anyways,
Thanks God, at least the tears come with some proteins,
The leucine enkephalin that kills the pain away,
Bring me into release of a beautiful life.

Roti Jagung (Cream Corn Bun)

It’s just a cream corn bun; it sounds zilch
Soft grown yeast with sweetie creamy corny fill
A value of some cents which some may eat without feel
But for me, it gave thousands means.

Oh cream corn bun...
I picked you from shelf after a few rounds hunt
You just remind me of your youth gentle fan
Who is my beloved husband, Azlan.

Well, cream corn bun...
I valued your great taste and now I am your fan.

The LOVES towards mothers! Happy Mother's Day

The world knows what a mother’s love means
The hearted children know what the value is
Nothing compared to a mother’s love bliss
It’s a magical love nobody could pay fees.

Conversely, do mothers know we love them?
No matter who we are today, the great loves are still hers
We sincerely appreciate the whole lot from mothers
All done were their loves towards us
Thus we don’t count how much loves they spend for us
Because we knew infinity is the counter.

Dear mothers,
If we may lend you our lives for a while,
You may know our true hearts and souls,
They tell you our true loves towards you...
If we may choose to die before you,
You may know our true tiny sacrifices,
They tell you our appreciation towards you...
Unfortunately, the world is not ours to simply choose.
Thus at times our loves may be hiding beyond our serene life with you,
Which then you may sometimes quest our loves on you.

Well mothers,
We always love you no matter what you are.
Happy Mother's Day...

A copied-pasted post from Hajar's blog (*_*)

I just noticed this post(below)at Hajar's blog! OMG it has been more than a year, Jar! Thank you for such a sweet story. Amazed your tears & I really appreciate that. You & I know the love story, and I'm sure we're deeply appreciate what LOVE is :)

Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Perkahwinan Raihan & Alan

raihan & alan...


percintaan mereka start masa ktorang sem 4 kot di UPM...Lan adalah junior kami masa di UPM..same course ngan ktorang..ntah camne ekk, dorang leh bercinta..tp, mula2 mmg close la..ktorang bertiga selalu g lepak kat putrajaya, mkn kat food court persint 8 tue..pastu, balik mkn lepak lak kat jambatan putrajaya tue..aku ni sbnarnyer sbgai member tuk 'cover line' dorang jek..tp, aku tak kisah..layan jeks..pernah gak, tetiba jek raihan ajak g genting..ktorang pon g la dengan excitednya..raihan,lan,aku, aini n yana kecik..best la bila teringat that moments..

raihan n lan gak, pernah teman aku g hantar present tuk abg aku kat mantin masa tue..sanggup tu mereka ni nak hantar...padahal dah mlm buta masa tue..sgt sporting dorang ni..
aku ingat lagi, aku penah berkomplot ngan lan nak suprisekan raihan..masa tue, tgh cuti sem..aku ngan raihan kat BP la..lan nak dtg bp masa tue tp nak suprisekan raihan...
plannyer..pada hr tu, aku ajak raihan breakfast sesama kat Project jalan Kluang..aku dah bgtau lan yg ktorang akan breakfast kat situ kol 8pg..lan gerak dr KL kol 4pg kot..then, tgh ktorang breakfast tu, lan pon smpai..raihan tersgtla suprise dgn kehadiran lan masa tue..tersengih2..suka ar dia, kekasihnya dtg...aku pon hepi tgk dorang..then, ktorang g tjg agas,muar..lepak2 kat sana kejap..kejap jek..sbb mak ryan dah call tanyer katne..mmg pecut terus raihan balik pastue...
bykla kenangan2 manis..suka duka mereka bersama...penuh dgn drama dan air mata..ermm..bukan senang tau..berkat kesabaran dorang, akhirnya mereka di ijabkabulkan...alhamdulillah..tu pasal la aku menangis waktu dorang nikah hr tu Nad!
those are the happy moments...


kami semua mendoakan kebahagiaan...

Pn. Raihan Bte Ramli & En. Azlan Shah Bin Aziz

The Time Manager and its Time

As time flies faster than the chirping Hirundapus caudacutus,
The planned things go out of the bounders,
No laps to keep them tight, no fingers to grab them taut,
It flies away without reversing to the Time Manager,
Who isn’t capable enough to deal with time proficiently…

“Bye-bye”, said the Time
The Time Manager would just gaze blankly,
Feeling guilty of the things undone,
Hoping to get some more precious time,
To cover all the messy stuff wiring head and mind…

Now… the Time Manager asked, “Where are you, Time?”
The Time happily replied, “I’m here! Why are you calling me?”
“I need you, my dear!” begged the Time Manager.
“Well, a Time is always a Time. I cannot turn my way back to you, dear. Once gone, it’s gone. The God is giving you another precious Time, for you to optimally use” the Time said.
The Time Manager then pulls out her another sheet of recycled paper,
To re-write the list of things unsettled… again… a new day with a new Time begins…


*Note:
“Hirundapus caudacutus” : http://www.thetravelalmanac.com/lists/birds-speed.htm