Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Summarising you...eheh...

Your nothing is my something
Your something is my magic
Your magic is my satisfaction
Your satisfaction is my enthusiasm
And that is you
The personality I’m engaging to.

Nukilan Seorang Wanita Bergelar Isteri~

"Kenangan itu kadangkala teramat pahit untuk diredah,
tetapi ia terlalu manis untuk dikenang.
Hidup tak selalunya indah tapi
yang indah itu tetap hidup dalam kenangan.
Andainya hadirnya cinta sekadar untuk mengecewakan,
lebih baik cinta itu tak pernah hadir.
Kecewa bercinta bukan bermakna dunia sudah berakhir.
Masa depan yang cerah berdasarkan pada
Masa lalu yang telah dilupakan.
Hidup ini indah jika kita tahu menghargainya" ...


quoted by Pn. Mashitah Ishak, my closed lovely officemate

WBC~

I am WONDERFUL,
I am BEAUTIFUL,
I am CHEERFUL,

Thank God I’m running
Still living on the provisional world
What a life I’m surviving
Lots of tests caused tears beyond smile
And laugh covered sadness
That’s what I called WONDERFUL.

Thank God I’m thinking
Still touching on the situation
What a life I’m surviving
Lots of conditions caused surprise over stability
And excitement replaced disappointment
That’s what I called BEAUTIFUL.

Thank God I’m feeling
Still holding hands on hands
What a life I’m surviving
Lots of lovely human caused complete over loneliness
And smiling lying on satisfaction
That’s what I called CHEERFUL.

Acara Usang~

Keheningan malam menghilang pergi
Keindahan purnama beralih sepi
Kesimpangan subuh menyusupi pagi
Kegirangan mentari menyinari diri

Darah yang mengalir tenang
Kembali deras di bumi terang
Mengisi hari tak gusar usang
Asal mencari hasil senang

Langit terang kembali gelap
Keringat menitik berkurang lembap
Hasil dikumpul walau tak bertimpa
Hati yang kecil terharu lega

Hasil hanya modalan permata
Agar ia berkembang lebih sedepa
Mencapai hasrat menggunung belaka
Agar berwaris kekal dipinta

Jika usang henti bernyawa
Ingat permata kaulah harta
Yang dikasih tanpa dahaga
Sungguhnya, usang bertuah bermilik permata.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

'Caring'~

I value love is for ‘caring’ much,
Seeing that ‘caring’ is the foundation of love,
But…may be ‘caring’ is meant in everybody’s own way.
My ‘caring’ to him is like caring to myself;
Not a blind jealous, or a defect trust,
But a deep sincere care I’ve ever done for nobody except him.
Nevertheless, the ‘caring’ I’ve invested countered me saddest return,
That’s a hard, hard thing for me to honestly adapt,
Though he unintentionally experienced me times.

Well, I don’t psyche if he’s in deep water, a high mountain, or a thick forest,
But…where he is now?
Mmm…he’s just on the surface;
There’re lines to reach,
There’re channels to cover
There’re spaces to reserve,
Yet none might been tried,
For no reason I’ve ever been consoled.

Wow…how thwarted I am,
But come on my dear self,
I’m here with a one-to-one heart,
Consoling own with tears and pray,
With patience and endless confuse.
Hope God bless my ‘caring’ towards him.