“Colours are beautiful”; the 1st impression of blunt words
“Colours are instances of soul”; the 1st expression of genuine life
I feel like portraying my colourful soul on a piece of canvas
From the soul to the brain, then to the hand that brush away the colours on
The oil and acrylic paints, for which ever I choose, will result to the same portray of one
That is, when I say colours, sure it’s not the only shining colours mirroring the happiness
It’s more than that! From the black instance of evil, to the grey instance of dull.
But anyway the combination yet not blend of those positive and negative colours’ characters just made it perfect natural.
Hence I said it is in fact beautiful; interprets my beautiful life
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Friday, February 5, 2010
Childhood & Other funny memories
Have u ever sat there and wished you were a little kid again? Well, pretty much not for me as I love and thank God to bless me with such a beautiful life with smiles and cries I have gone and am going through. The happiness and sadness I have and shall experience will reward me to a greater and mature thinking. The past has gone and now it is the moment to move forward with a little pleasure of looking backward.Whatever it is, here are some of my brief childhoods memories that made me smile close to the heart.
1. When I was a little tot
I was a graceful kid who loved to play “kitchen apparatus” and “babies feeding” toys. Why? Because my dad who is a well-known of his strictness did not allow me to play with sand or soil or any others that he thought might dirt me out!
2. When I was in the primary school
It was the time to play & play! My play timetable:
• Morning: “Tenteng” with Rhod.
• “Rehat”: “Police entry, 1 to jaga, police mati pencuri jaga” with classmates of “Kuning”Noon.
• (While waiting for transport to pick me up): “Main choup tiang” with Rhod & classmates.
• *plus: (in Std. 3 during “Kelas Agama”: “Main sembunyi2”. Will not be back to class until the “Ustazah” call us back).
Also remember, I missed to join the Std 6 trip to … (I can’t remember the place) because my mom who is well-known of her protectiveness did not allow me to go for any school trip.
3. When I was in the secondary school?
Still, it was the play & play time! I think I became more playful when I reached Form 4 even though I was a prefect by that year. What were the “playful” memories?
• F1/F2: Nothing much, except for “meniru” during examination. It was just “sometimes”
• F4: I was caught by “Cikgu Bertugas” to stay in the class, not joining the assembly in the hall. For a prefect to skip assembly was impossible, but that was what I did. The reason was because: The team inc. me was completing the task given by the late Mr. Sia on something related to Environmental Sketch Book competition. What an excuse! One more unforgettable memories: My “gang” & I joint “Pameran Rekacipta” which supposed to be an “invention” (konon), but we end up innovated a so called “mobile periscope” covered with a cartoon wrapping paper. Anyhow the funny part here was about Ned who vomited when she woke up. The reason was: “tahan…*tuuuut*”
• F5: Some of my classmates , my “gang”, & I were punished by “Cikgu Disiplin” for being late to class once “masa rehat” has over. Well, we thought there will be no teacher replaced on that day, so we didn’t care what’s going on in the class. However, since I was a prefect who was holding a “buku laporan pengawas” by that time, I was free from punishment. What a “bohong sunat”! Lots more funny memories lah!
4. When I was in the foundation program: Also kind of a “play & play time”
5. When I was in undergraduate school?
Also “play & play”. I remembered telling my friend about my boredom of being studied for exams that would be held few days after. Then we ended up spent a day & a night at Port Dickson, departed a minute just before the main gate closed (11.59pm) & arrived there searching for hotel at 2.00 am. Hajar was one of the members! One more: A trip to Genting Highland with not much cash in hand. My hubby, myself & 2 other friends (Hajar, you are 1 of them) were gladly travelled without thinking of how to pay the entrance charges + fuel. We ended up “tong-tong” for the RM30 fuel for my RX (just because the tank was empty by the time we reached the top) & entrance charges.
6. When I was in the graduate school? It was not anymore “play & play time”. Hardcore study! *But, never missed the “play” part. Remember most: My friend & I went for “sahur” at Mamak Restaurant, wearing pajamas. It was about to 5.25am, nearly “imsak”, but we kept eating the delicious mee goreng mamak until the waiter said, “Adik, ini masa sudah mau abis” (while pointing the clock on the wall). However, we just replied, “Errr… kitorang punya jam blum masuk waktu lagi”. Whatta!
7. When I was in marriage proposal
I have many male boys befriended with, but not to have relationship except with my hubby. No flirting, no “gedik”, no nothing at all, except for the whole sincere love towards him, my hubby.We set our vision & proceed our mission until today & future.Amin...
1. When I was a little tot
I was a graceful kid who loved to play “kitchen apparatus” and “babies feeding” toys. Why? Because my dad who is a well-known of his strictness did not allow me to play with sand or soil or any others that he thought might dirt me out!
2. When I was in the primary school
It was the time to play & play! My play timetable:
• Morning: “Tenteng” with Rhod.
• “Rehat”: “Police entry, 1 to jaga, police mati pencuri jaga” with classmates of “Kuning”Noon.
• (While waiting for transport to pick me up): “Main choup tiang” with Rhod & classmates.
• *plus: (in Std. 3 during “Kelas Agama”: “Main sembunyi2”. Will not be back to class until the “Ustazah” call us back).
Also remember, I missed to join the Std 6 trip to … (I can’t remember the place) because my mom who is well-known of her protectiveness did not allow me to go for any school trip.
3. When I was in the secondary school?
Still, it was the play & play time! I think I became more playful when I reached Form 4 even though I was a prefect by that year. What were the “playful” memories?
• F1/F2: Nothing much, except for “meniru” during examination. It was just “sometimes”
• F4: I was caught by “Cikgu Bertugas” to stay in the class, not joining the assembly in the hall. For a prefect to skip assembly was impossible, but that was what I did. The reason was because: The team inc. me was completing the task given by the late Mr. Sia on something related to Environmental Sketch Book competition. What an excuse! One more unforgettable memories: My “gang” & I joint “Pameran Rekacipta” which supposed to be an “invention” (konon), but we end up innovated a so called “mobile periscope” covered with a cartoon wrapping paper. Anyhow the funny part here was about Ned who vomited when she woke up. The reason was: “tahan…*tuuuut*”
• F5: Some of my classmates , my “gang”, & I were punished by “Cikgu Disiplin” for being late to class once “masa rehat” has over. Well, we thought there will be no teacher replaced on that day, so we didn’t care what’s going on in the class. However, since I was a prefect who was holding a “buku laporan pengawas” by that time, I was free from punishment. What a “bohong sunat”! Lots more funny memories lah!
4. When I was in the foundation program: Also kind of a “play & play time”
5. When I was in undergraduate school?
Also “play & play”. I remembered telling my friend about my boredom of being studied for exams that would be held few days after. Then we ended up spent a day & a night at Port Dickson, departed a minute just before the main gate closed (11.59pm) & arrived there searching for hotel at 2.00 am. Hajar was one of the members! One more: A trip to Genting Highland with not much cash in hand. My hubby, myself & 2 other friends (Hajar, you are 1 of them) were gladly travelled without thinking of how to pay the entrance charges + fuel. We ended up “tong-tong” for the RM30 fuel for my RX (just because the tank was empty by the time we reached the top) & entrance charges.
6. When I was in the graduate school? It was not anymore “play & play time”. Hardcore study! *But, never missed the “play” part. Remember most: My friend & I went for “sahur” at Mamak Restaurant, wearing pajamas. It was about to 5.25am, nearly “imsak”, but we kept eating the delicious mee goreng mamak until the waiter said, “Adik, ini masa sudah mau abis” (while pointing the clock on the wall). However, we just replied, “Errr… kitorang punya jam blum masuk waktu lagi”. Whatta!
7. When I was in marriage proposal
I have many male boys befriended with, but not to have relationship except with my hubby. No flirting, no “gedik”, no nothing at all, except for the whole sincere love towards him, my hubby.We set our vision & proceed our mission until today & future.Amin...
Thursday, February 4, 2010
"First Love" questions (questions adopted from Hajar's blog) :)
1. First time jumpa with your hubby bila and kat mana?
At K6, UPM. We (Pjan, my hubby, & I) went out to one of the hi-architecture bridges in Putrajaya, about 6-7 years ago. However, my hubby said, he met me first than I met him; that was when I arrived late to Inorganic Chemistry 3 class.
2. Love at first sight?
It’s quite hard to think when, but when I asked my hubby, he said it was when we met at Aini’s hometown (Kuantan, Pahang). How we got there? Haha… (Ask me more personally)
3. Who is he the first time u met him?
He was my 1st degree causemate (Petroleum Chemistry) & one of my classmates for Inorganic Chemistry 3.
4. How long it takes for him to ask u out for a date?
We befriended “normally” for few months to a year, I think. It became “special” after a semester break where then we started our dates.
5. First place dating di?
Again, at the same Putajaya bridge when we 1st met.
6. How he proposed?
Proposed to be a special GF: 3 times via SMS
Proposed to be a wife: it happened naturally with God’s blessings, thus this is indescribable
7. Special date with your hubby?
The most special date is the day of our Ijab & Qabul.
8. Changes that he asked you to do?
Couples of months before our marriage, we did have an exchange of our frank heartfelt & wishes we would like share once being a family of 2, but what are they… (Ask me more personally)
9. What is about him that you love so much?
Patience, loyalty, and thrust towards me who loves him so much.
10. What is about him that u wish he would change?
Quit "XYZ" of course, though it’s not something that I hate...(i have to do this amendment, because there are small kids! shh...hahahaha)
11. You will lose your mind and crack your head when he?
Betray
12. You will smile through your eyes for the whole day when he?
“When he smiles, I’m happy; when he is sad, I cry”
13. Complete this sentence: My love towards my hubby is as big as...
My Love towards him cannot be compared to anything. It is so big that I cannot describe any! I love you, my husband.
p/s: Those questions were adopted from Hajar's interesting blog. I like that beautiful post, so I want to try mine. Hehe...
At K6, UPM. We (Pjan, my hubby, & I) went out to one of the hi-architecture bridges in Putrajaya, about 6-7 years ago. However, my hubby said, he met me first than I met him; that was when I arrived late to Inorganic Chemistry 3 class.
2. Love at first sight?
It’s quite hard to think when, but when I asked my hubby, he said it was when we met at Aini’s hometown (Kuantan, Pahang). How we got there? Haha… (Ask me more personally)
3. Who is he the first time u met him?
He was my 1st degree causemate (Petroleum Chemistry) & one of my classmates for Inorganic Chemistry 3.
4. How long it takes for him to ask u out for a date?
We befriended “normally” for few months to a year, I think. It became “special” after a semester break where then we started our dates.
5. First place dating di?
Again, at the same Putajaya bridge when we 1st met.
6. How he proposed?
Proposed to be a special GF: 3 times via SMS
Proposed to be a wife: it happened naturally with God’s blessings, thus this is indescribable
7. Special date with your hubby?
The most special date is the day of our Ijab & Qabul.
8. Changes that he asked you to do?
Couples of months before our marriage, we did have an exchange of our frank heartfelt & wishes we would like share once being a family of 2, but what are they… (Ask me more personally)
9. What is about him that you love so much?
Patience, loyalty, and thrust towards me who loves him so much.
10. What is about him that u wish he would change?
Quit "XYZ" of course, though it’s not something that I hate...(i have to do this amendment, because there are small kids! shh...hahahaha)
11. You will lose your mind and crack your head when he?
Betray
12. You will smile through your eyes for the whole day when he?
“When he smiles, I’m happy; when he is sad, I cry”
13. Complete this sentence: My love towards my hubby is as big as...
My Love towards him cannot be compared to anything. It is so big that I cannot describe any! I love you, my husband.
p/s: Those questions were adopted from Hajar's interesting blog. I like that beautiful post, so I want to try mine. Hehe...
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Patience~
Patience is a power of suffering with fortitude. A pleasure is not enjoyable without pain, thus patience is needed in our interim life. To make life perfect, it is not humanity. Life is to accept the moment, neither the past nor the future. Then, with the current stand, think forward.
Yes, that is the brief statement of patience, which is commonly used to console a failed person. So that is the answer of “What should the person do?” Yes, everybody knows that. So what lacks now? It is the “How”! “How should the person goes through it?” Well, the answer lies on the person itself. Nobody is going to take care of it; she herself dealing with it, patching back the broken pieces into one special treat.
I am just a 27 years old lady, comes from a great happy family and sharing lives with a great lovely husband. However, the story I have listened to, the scene I have seen, and the most; the experience I have gone through, are the points I am collecting from, to develop the “patience” I need in my proceeding life.
It is not that easy to deal with this when it comes to your life. If you are facing such a pretty tough torment, you may need a powerful strength to keep you standing. How strong is your strength now? Well that cannot be measured I think, as it is due to the intolerable timing of when does the pain suspend you. Anyhow, whatever it is, you have to be ready. How it can be done? Some of them are:
• Let the sincere tears out as much as you can
• “Istighfar” as much as you can
• Talk to your spouse and/or family and/or friends about it
• Be a good listener of advices from others
• Pray as complete as you can
• Read Quran as far as you can
• Have fun with spouse, family and friends
• Write anything as long as you love to write
• Read more motivational articles
• Have a good rest whenever time limits you for that
• “Tawakkal” and believe God is the almighty
Finally, life is about accepting the present moment. Therefore, patience is the biggest lesson for a person. It is the key of enlightenment because if you do have pain and ensure you practice the patience, you will be rewarded beyond measure. Remember, the good things in life take time...
Wassalam.
Yes, that is the brief statement of patience, which is commonly used to console a failed person. So that is the answer of “What should the person do?” Yes, everybody knows that. So what lacks now? It is the “How”! “How should the person goes through it?” Well, the answer lies on the person itself. Nobody is going to take care of it; she herself dealing with it, patching back the broken pieces into one special treat.
I am just a 27 years old lady, comes from a great happy family and sharing lives with a great lovely husband. However, the story I have listened to, the scene I have seen, and the most; the experience I have gone through, are the points I am collecting from, to develop the “patience” I need in my proceeding life.
It is not that easy to deal with this when it comes to your life. If you are facing such a pretty tough torment, you may need a powerful strength to keep you standing. How strong is your strength now? Well that cannot be measured I think, as it is due to the intolerable timing of when does the pain suspend you. Anyhow, whatever it is, you have to be ready. How it can be done? Some of them are:
• Let the sincere tears out as much as you can
• “Istighfar” as much as you can
• Talk to your spouse and/or family and/or friends about it
• Be a good listener of advices from others
• Pray as complete as you can
• Read Quran as far as you can
• Have fun with spouse, family and friends
• Write anything as long as you love to write
• Read more motivational articles
• Have a good rest whenever time limits you for that
• “Tawakkal” and believe God is the almighty
Finally, life is about accepting the present moment. Therefore, patience is the biggest lesson for a person. It is the key of enlightenment because if you do have pain and ensure you practice the patience, you will be rewarded beyond measure. Remember, the good things in life take time...
Wassalam.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Pertemuanku dengan si dia, suamiku~
Tatkala tenangnya hati bila bibir melafaz zikir,
Tatkala tenteramnya jiwa bila mata menghadap baitullah,
Mengorak aku menunduk diri,
Mengangkat tapak tangan dr lepak di bumi,
Membiar mulut berbicara hati,
Di bibir lembap dibasahi zamzam.
Berdoa kudipertemu jodoh yg benar,
Yang hanya dialah suami lagi kekasih.
Maka kupohon biarlah ia dipermakbul.
Siapa yg tahu itu tak terduga,
Sepurnama setelah itu kubertemu dengannya,
Dari kenalan, hati mengusik jiwa,
Terus berputik mekar bersama,
Sentiasa senyum walau kadang termuram manja,
Berkat keikhlasan bercinta setia.
Namun, bagaikan adat orang melayu,
Tidak senang melihat bahagianya org lain,
Ada saja iri hati lalu berdengki.
Cuba memisahkan ikatanku yg semakin kuat.
Pelbagai cara dicuba mencabar sabar,
Sampai tak sedar air mata mentakhta diri.
Namun, melatah bukan sifatku;
Aku masih berfikir waras,
Semuanya kerana Tuhan masih ada.
Makanya aku & dia tetap memegang teguh pertalian itu,
Sehinggalah tiba masanya Ijab & Qabul,
Menyatu diri membina masjid,
Membentuk kebahagiaan yg lebih beerti.
Kini cintaku & dia semakin tegar & kuat.
Tak getar dek hasut, tak rapuh dek dengki,
Kerana Tuhan maha besar,
Tiada siapa yg dpt menandingi kuasaNya.
Apa yg kupinta, biarlah cintaku ini tegar & kekal hingga dibawa ke syurga,
Senang bahagia hidup disinari cahaya rahmatNya.
InsyaAllah, Allah maha besar.
Tatkala tenteramnya jiwa bila mata menghadap baitullah,
Mengorak aku menunduk diri,
Mengangkat tapak tangan dr lepak di bumi,
Membiar mulut berbicara hati,
Di bibir lembap dibasahi zamzam.
Berdoa kudipertemu jodoh yg benar,
Yang hanya dialah suami lagi kekasih.
Maka kupohon biarlah ia dipermakbul.
Siapa yg tahu itu tak terduga,
Sepurnama setelah itu kubertemu dengannya,
Dari kenalan, hati mengusik jiwa,
Terus berputik mekar bersama,
Sentiasa senyum walau kadang termuram manja,
Berkat keikhlasan bercinta setia.
Namun, bagaikan adat orang melayu,
Tidak senang melihat bahagianya org lain,
Ada saja iri hati lalu berdengki.
Cuba memisahkan ikatanku yg semakin kuat.
Pelbagai cara dicuba mencabar sabar,
Sampai tak sedar air mata mentakhta diri.
Namun, melatah bukan sifatku;
Aku masih berfikir waras,
Semuanya kerana Tuhan masih ada.
Makanya aku & dia tetap memegang teguh pertalian itu,
Sehinggalah tiba masanya Ijab & Qabul,
Menyatu diri membina masjid,
Membentuk kebahagiaan yg lebih beerti.
Kini cintaku & dia semakin tegar & kuat.
Tak getar dek hasut, tak rapuh dek dengki,
Kerana Tuhan maha besar,
Tiada siapa yg dpt menandingi kuasaNya.
Apa yg kupinta, biarlah cintaku ini tegar & kekal hingga dibawa ke syurga,
Senang bahagia hidup disinari cahaya rahmatNya.
InsyaAllah, Allah maha besar.
Rindu lagi :(
Tersadai di atas kerusi,
Aku lepak seorang diri,
Terkedap indah di dalam sunyi,
Tapi di luar bermacam bunyi...
Ada burung berkicauan,
Ada motokar berderuan,
Ada manusia berjalan,
Walhasil, ada kemeriahan...
Lalu kurenung di sebalik diriku,
Apakah yg membelenggu fikiranku,
Tanpa meriah aku terpaku,
Dek jiwa resah gelisah tak siapa yg tahu...
Aku kupas dan kupas perasaanku,
Mencari jawapan bg setiap perbicaraan hatiku,
Hingga akhirnya diriku tahu,
Rupanya jiwa resah kerana merindui suamiku.
Aku lepak seorang diri,
Terkedap indah di dalam sunyi,
Tapi di luar bermacam bunyi...
Ada burung berkicauan,
Ada motokar berderuan,
Ada manusia berjalan,
Walhasil, ada kemeriahan...
Lalu kurenung di sebalik diriku,
Apakah yg membelenggu fikiranku,
Tanpa meriah aku terpaku,
Dek jiwa resah gelisah tak siapa yg tahu...
Aku kupas dan kupas perasaanku,
Mencari jawapan bg setiap perbicaraan hatiku,
Hingga akhirnya diriku tahu,
Rupanya jiwa resah kerana merindui suamiku.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Coretan Pagi
"Selamat pagi, sayang"
Kuberbisik di dalam hati,
tapi tak terungkap dek mata yang masih melayang.
Hanya tubuhnya yang kudakap tanda pagi sudah meniti.
Persiapannya kunanti agar dia menjadi lengkap,
dari hujung rambut hingga ke hujung kaki,
lalu makan minumnya kusaksi atau kukongsi agar biarla selera bertambah seri.
Langkahnya demi kerja kususuli,
Namun bila di pintu kuterhenti,
Kerana giliran kukerja masih bercuti,
Untuk berada di rumah sementara menjadi suri,
walaupun hati ingin di sisi.
Maka di situ kuhulur sepuluh jari,
lalu didakap dicium tanda cinta luhur yang bersaksi.
Kunanti ketibaannya di sana,
sambil mencoret luahan ini.
Bila berdering berita darinya,
hatiku berasa lega,
Alhamdulillah dia tiba dengan selamatnya.
Begitulah hati seorang isteri...
Menanti & terus menanti...
Saat tibanya di sisi suami...
Kerana itulah dia yang sentiasa bertakhta di hati...
Kuberbisik di dalam hati,
tapi tak terungkap dek mata yang masih melayang.
Hanya tubuhnya yang kudakap tanda pagi sudah meniti.
Persiapannya kunanti agar dia menjadi lengkap,
dari hujung rambut hingga ke hujung kaki,
lalu makan minumnya kusaksi atau kukongsi agar biarla selera bertambah seri.
Langkahnya demi kerja kususuli,
Namun bila di pintu kuterhenti,
Kerana giliran kukerja masih bercuti,
Untuk berada di rumah sementara menjadi suri,
walaupun hati ingin di sisi.
Maka di situ kuhulur sepuluh jari,
lalu didakap dicium tanda cinta luhur yang bersaksi.
Kunanti ketibaannya di sana,
sambil mencoret luahan ini.
Bila berdering berita darinya,
hatiku berasa lega,
Alhamdulillah dia tiba dengan selamatnya.
Begitulah hati seorang isteri...
Menanti & terus menanti...
Saat tibanya di sisi suami...
Kerana itulah dia yang sentiasa bertakhta di hati...
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